So I am finally ready for Blake. I have the nursery 100% together, even her little closet is cleaned out and full of clothes for her little self. I am very pleased with the way her room turned out. In the beginning I just could not imagine what I was going to do with the brown and orange paint, I just knew I did not want to paint over it. So with the help of some wonderful friends it all came together.
I can not wait to have her sleeping in her crib and even crying in the middle of the night. We are all ready for her. Last night at dinner I pointed to my stomach and asked Lily what that was and she said "lake". So we are all getting ready.
I know Mike is ready too, at least I know for sure he is ready for me to not be pregnant and miserable anymore. I am at that point where I am counting the hours to her entrance, and if you count the hours it seems like years. All is well though, I am just being a baby myself.
We have had so many wonderful people to offer to help with Lily when Blake comes, so that makes me feel a little at ease. At the last appointment we ran late and I was so worried about how Lily was going to get home from school and thinking she was all alone there and upset that her mommy had forgotten her. I was quickly reminded by Leah and Curtis that they are there for Lily if she needs a ride home or if she needs to have a slumber party if Blake were to come early. So that has helped me to relax. I don't know why I feel alone in this city, we have great people around us that love Lily as if she were their own.
So we have 24 more nights to be a family of 3 and then +1=4!!!!!


